Mar 13, 2005 18:56
So yea, its Sunday and I dont know where the heck my weekend went and why it went by so darn fast.
Friday I had the NC Scholars Luncheon at school and as soon as that was over I went to Salem to discuss financial aid (ugh, am I worried about that one!) The Luncheon was very nice though, the food was good, much better than I had ever anticipated (especially at BY).
Saturday was a good day. I woke up around 9 (I cannot sleep really late, I get headaches) and I cleaned because my baby was coming over (I cant have my house being dirty when company is around!). Dean came over and I helped him with his ROTC scholarship in which I dont think I really helped all that much, I think I was just the encouragement for him to get it done. That afternoon we left because ROTC had to do colorguard at NC State for the High School State Championships, that was very interesting, got lost trying to get home (ha,ha).
It was real strange though. All the way home from Raleigh I sat there staring at Dean. Its amazing how quickly I have fell for him, and I think Im falling pretty hard. I like him so much and he makes me so very happy. I thank God for bringing him into my life (well... making me notice him, I dont know why I have been so blind). He is the best thing that has happened to me in such a long time. I am so proud to be with him and the way that I am feeling right now is just undescribable, I wish I could tell him or explain it to him but I just cannot find the words to express it. Perhaps one day he will know.
So yea, today is Sunday, YUCK! I dont look forward to the week ahead, it is going to be so very hectic. Thats ok though, my high school days are winding down, next year at this time I will be completing my freshman year of college, wow, strange huh? Oh well... Im excited about begining such a new chapter in my life. I mean if you really think about it my life is going to be on a spiral after college. I mean honestly, what usually happens? After high school comes college after college comes jobs after jobs comes a husband after that comes a family! Me, with a family? Holy crap that scares me..haha. No really, Im so excited about my future and I know God has some amazing things in store for me.
Everyone have a great night!... Dean, baby, I'll be waiting for your phone call. I MISS YOU!
Love Always,
Amy Lynn Wray