Im pretty sad right now....
I want to copy Bradleys thingy because I think its very cool. Most of the people I put on here however never read my livejournal so they wouldnt know anyway....
1. You are my best friend. You always have been. Distance and stuborness has shut us down a few times but the love I feel for you could never be erased I dont care what happens. Im so thankful I moved to Dillard... it led me to you. Youre great, any guy would be lucky to have you. I'll always remember all the beach trips, The Arizona trip and the many more that I pray our futures hold for us. Ive learned so much from you, I also learned not to spit my gum out on the cement because your momma will "probally step in that shit!".. I love you SO SO MUCH! Never loose that fire you have in you!
2. I met u through nana, youve always been up late to talk to me or to listen when thats what I needed. Thank you so much, you'll never know what u mean to me! Dont worry, I'll always be your freak-a-leak!
3. The year I spent with you was beautiful. You were there for me when my dad died, you held me night after night after night while I cried and cried and cried. You even cried with me. You showed me so much compassion and continue to do so all the time. I never deserved you and the way Ive treated you is terrible but You are somebody that I hope I will always stay in touch with, I dont know what the future holds for "us" but as long as you are a part of my life I will be pretty lucky.
4. Wow. That sums it up. When I met you my life changed tremendously. You were so wonderful, so full of life, very competitive but hey that was you. You had a smile that could light up a room and you loved God... that made me love u just that much more. You loved your family and showed it. You loved LIFE. You helped me fall in love with ROTC. Dont get my wrong ROTC is my life, but I loved it soooo much because you were a part of it. We were together for over a year. That year served up many trials and ups & downs.. I was always so sure about you,so sure of my feelings for you, so sure that you were the one... You were sure about me 2, for a while. You began to change but I always thought youd come around. We spent a year apart. A year that within it held many things. I cried myself to sleep a lot, you held such a huge part of me and you didnt even know it! Then out of the blue you called me up and said you missed me, God it was what i wanted! But youve changed... changed a lot. Ive finally realized that the you I fell in love with isnt you at all anymore. I hope one day you'll see that you dont need to drugs,alchohol or sex to make you cool.I loved you just the way you were... I guess I'll be here waiting to forgive you and perhaps have a friendship when you decide that you dont need those things anymore, God still loves you very much and will protect u the best that he can........for now though, I will love you with all my heart, but from a very far distance.
5. AGGGGGGHHH! What can I say about you!? We lost touch but now we've jumped the track and we are making some very very fast headway.You are one of my VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BEST FRIENDS! You are the one that I just KNOW I will keep in touch with after high school, we've grown way too close not too. P.S. Make Bella sing for me.....
6. Hm, dont know what the future holds for us.. if there is gonna be an "us" but you are a very cool person. Thanks for the calls and for the talks in chem, looking forward to goin out sometime! And oh yea, YOURE NOT DUMB OR STUPID, chemistry just aint your thang!
ok im tired for now... i'll return to this later.
1. You are my best friend. You always have been. Distance and stuborness has shut us down a few times but the love I feel for you could never be erased I dont care what happens. Im so thankful I moved to Dillard... it led me to you. Youre great, any guy would be lucky to have you. I'll always remember all the beach trips, The Arizona trip and the many more that I pray our futures hold for us. Ive learned so much from you, I also learned not to spit my gum out on the cement because your momma will "probally step in that shit!".. I love you SO SO MUCH! Never loose that fire you have in you!
2. I met u through nana, youve always been up late to talk to me or to listen when thats what I needed. Thank you so much, you'll never know what u mean to me! Dont worry, I'll always be your freak-a-leak!
3. The year I spent with you was beautiful. You were there for me when my dad died, you held me night after night after night while I cried and cried and cried. You even cried with me. You showed me so much compassion and continue to do so all the time. I never deserved you and the way Ive treated you is terrible but You are somebody that I hope I will always stay in touch with, I dont know what the future holds for "us" but as long as you are a part of my life I will be pretty lucky.
4. Wow. That sums it up. When I met you my life changed tremendously. You were so wonderful, so full of life, very competitive but hey that was you. You had a smile that could light up a room and you loved God... that made me love u just that much more. You loved your family and showed it. You loved LIFE. You helped me fall in love with ROTC. Dont get my wrong ROTC is my life, but I loved it soooo much because you were a part of it. We were together for over a year. That year served up many trials and ups & downs.. I was always so sure about you,so sure of my feelings for you, so sure that you were the one... You were sure about me 2, for a while. You began to change but I always thought youd come around. We spent a year apart. A year that within it held many things. I cried myself to sleep a lot, you held such a huge part of me and you didnt even know it! Then out of the blue you called me up and said you missed me, God it was what i wanted! But youve changed... changed a lot. Ive finally realized that the you I fell in love with isnt you at all anymore. I hope one day you'll see that you dont need to drugs,alchohol or sex to make you cool.I loved you just the way you were... I guess I'll be here waiting to forgive you and perhaps have a friendship when you decide that you dont need those things anymore, God still loves you very much and will protect u the best that he can........for now though, I will love you with all my heart, but from a very far distance.
5. AGGGGGGHHH! What can I say about you!? We lost touch but now we've jumped the track and we are making some very very fast headway.You are one of my VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BEST FRIENDS! You are the one that I just KNOW I will keep in touch with after high school, we've grown way too close not too. P.S. Make Bella sing for me.....
6. Hm, dont know what the future holds for us.. if there is gonna be an "us" but you are a very cool person. Thanks for the calls and for the talks in chem, looking forward to goin out sometime! And oh yea, YOURE NOT DUMB OR STUPID, chemistry just aint your thang!
ok im tired for now... i'll return to this later.