Dec 03, 2004 16:49
Hello everyone! Well my week back at school hasnt been nearly as bad as expected. I hadnt seen Dustin at all this week until this morning and he walked by and made eye contact but that was it. He is "in love" now and I guess thats all great and dandy. Ya wanna know what makes it worse? His girlfriend is actually really nice. ugh.
Ive decided that I do not want anything serious at this point. I have always always had a boyfriend and Im ready to not have one for a while. The next time I "get a boyfriend" I want it to be because Im just so head over heels that I want the whole wide world to know and I couldnt imagine me being with anyone else! I got asked out on 2 dates this wkend. Im going out with Jeremy on Sat. night but its nothing like that at this point. I told him that I am trying to re establish the great friendship we had before everything got completley out of whack. He knows Im not looking for anything right now. I just want someones company. Next wkend Im not sure who I will go out with..perhaps the other one that asked me out but I dunno. There is someone however that Iam crushing on a tad, he has a girlfriend, sigh. But thats ok, because like I said, AMY DOESNT NEED A BOYFRIEND RIGHT NOW!
Lets see... what have I done this week? Last night I went to Steph's to make "chemistry biscuits" haha, they looked somewhat interesting. Thats ok Ms.Erassmus seemed content with them. Tonight Im at Steph's and I think we are going to Danville somewhere around 6 or 7 and just seeing what it leads us to. Maybe see a movie, go out to eat, I dunno. In the morning I have the SAT again and Steph is driving me to Cedar Ridge (Hillsoboro). Tomarrow night Jeremy & I are going out and we're gonna have fun (I've missed his company) The friendship that we had formed throughout the last year was tremendous, hopefully we can regain that.
There is one friendship however that has suffered. Even if you dont see it, I have. I love you & I miss you!
*Amy*