I admit defeat...

[dancer_mike]

So, my first attempt to be a successful "independent" adult was a failure. Well, I wouldn't exactly say I failed... but I would definitely give myself a D-. So, sometime in the next couple days I'll be packing up my apartment and moving back in with the rents. I am hundreds and hundreds of dollars in debt. My family is disappointed in me. I'm single and not loving it. I have to give away my baby because I dont have a home for her... that is my kitty of course. My sister was supposed to come into town today and help me sort out my life for the next couple days... but she got sick and now she cant come. I dont have a job. To top it all off the jobs I really want require a drug test... HAHA... which I couldn't pass if my life depended on it, so I'll more than likely end up at a fast food restaurant... which makes me want to stab my eyes out. Oh, and I'm sick.

Other than that... life is peachy.

I hate to sound so pessimistic but life is kickin' me in the balls right now. Although I am growing everyday. I'm learning lots of important lessons. All this bull shit is only gunna make me stronger. Being optimistic is really really hard right now...

I'm beginning to cherish things in life I've never cared about befor... I'm starting to read books for the first time ever. There are a few things in life right now to be happy about... I just gotta dig through a lot of bull shit to find them.

On a lighter note...
I had an awesome New years!!! Holly, Hannah, and myself were sexy bitches!!! We all looked fabulus and got plenty fucked up. We had a kissing contest... Holly won, she kissed 27 people. I got second place with 23 kisses. Its was a good night...

Anywho... I hope everyone is happy and healthy and all that good stuff.

Mike:)