In love again?

[dancer_mike]

So me and Jeremy talked about the "L" word today. We never said it, we were both just thinking about it. I think I very well could love Jeremy... but I think I'm afraid to love him. I just dont want to love someone again until I know its gunna last. I'm fairly sure I loved Brian, when we broke up I was disappointed in myself because I felt I had nothing to show for my first love (except maybe a friend.) I just want to make sure if I love Jeremy that its gunna last... thats completely normal right? I want the time I spend with him to be magical and truely worth while.

God damn I'm bored right now... I wish I was out on the town with my man having a ball... I guess I'll go dream about that for a while.

Mike:)