Dec 07, 2007 23:32
XsparklingeyeX: all the looks the world gives to you
NekoTerror: there seems to be nothing but me feeling the color blue
XsparklingeyeX: its not fair these feelings of insecurity
NekoTerror: in my concience i lack the state of purity
XsparklingeyeX: it would set me free if i could only see the power held within me
NekoTerror: but even i myself know that its a joke, to even think about what it is to be free, i (will never be me)
XsparklingeyeX: never, never, will i be free .. its impossible in this world, never,never will i ever be me
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Turn and say what you were thinking , i know it wasnt good, i can smell what you're thinking
XsparklingeyeX: say it to my face, please i am begging you to. Its not me your hurting your only hurting you.
NekoTerror: or do i have to beat it out of you, pound a brick into your face or take this screw and ram you through!
XsparklingeyeX: its funny how you act so innocent, as if you never would say one wrong thing but when its my words....
NekoTerror: bitch i hope they sting
NekoTerror: i no longer feel... no pain, no love i am nothing now
XsparklingeyeX: numb to this life, theres nothing left to do.
NekoTerror: why is it always so hard, im beaten im a broken shell.. i feel ive died and gone to hell
XsparklingeyeX: why does everyone wish me unwell.
NekoTerror: ive bitten my tounge , its beginning to swell
XsparklingeyeX: but everythings already swollen.. its swollen from all the lies... all the times i've cried... and everytime i saw you in that heavenly disguise
NekoTerror: so tell me my dear tell me this well, have i died and gone to hell?
XsparklingeyeX: the devils rotten monsters are screaching the truth..
NekoTerror: my ears are bleeding , ive lost my youth, my life has gone, like the shattering of a tooth
no fairy to collect my pain and make it better this time... i have to rely on the burning fire in this pit of hell .
NekoTerror: this is not where i should be, your making my life hell, its best i just rid you of me and be done with this prisoners cell
XsparklingeyeX: goodbye forever im done with this ..and only time will tell.. and so now this is my farewell.
NekoTerror: you rip out my heart and drain the blood with your hand
youve got me where you want me im crying and sad
XsparklingeyeX: why do i let my self fall so fast....
NekoTerror: ;face first into sand
XsparklingeyeX: love is the biggest lie posted by the media.. the camera made us beautiful but we were nothing but a flaw.
NekoTerror: that smile on your face seemed so real, but now i realize you're just a fake
rip out my heart, and with it your hand will break
XsparklingeyeX: feel it as it pulses in your hand fighting for a second chance to feel all the things you took away
NekoTerror: in the sanguine puddle the moonlight seems to dance, i'll just wipe away my tears , and then i'll have the last say
you see dear this time its not going to go your way... you think you won but its plain to see im haunting you each day..for your hands are forever stained with shame .