dance-free weekends
Whew - it's been a while hasn't it?
I don't even remember the last time I updated so bear with me on this one - I'll try to just put the most important things that have been happening lately!
Let's go back to last weekend shall we? St. Patrick's day woohoo! That Saturday night I hung out with Olivia on elmwood - we picked up Mike cause he was meeting Jill there and then me and olive went to Pano's for dinner (it was the first weekend she's been home in like, forever!) Mike and Jill came into pano's for a bit and chatted with us - fun times with those two haha We didn't really feel like doing much after so we just came back to my house and chilled and watched John Tucker Must Die (LOL) it was nice to hang out with my bestie - i don't get to see her enough!
So on Tuesday I go to dance and what do I see on the board but a sign that says "no dance this weekend" - okay now u might think this would make me happy right? another weekend off from dance? NO because i gave up a trip to Boston this weekend because I didn't think I would be allowed to miss dance, and then we dont even end up having it!!! I was SO pissed off I can't even begin to describe it. I could have been looking at colleges in Boston this weekend UUUGGHHH so needless to say I was in a pretty shitty mood and mad at darlene and I didn't dance well at all - about halfway through the class I just gave up because I am so SICK of her and her little bitchy comments about how we're fat and we suck - I seriously do not know how I'm gonna survive till nationals in july - if we weren't going to nationals i would probably quit because dance with darlene doesnt even make me happy anymore - why should i go to a place where i get yelled at nonstop for 3 hours every night?! that would make anyone go insane. i just had like , this crazy revelation/realization tuesday night and i got into this mad depressed mood because i feel like i've wasted my high school years with my time being occupied by dance when i could have been doing something i loved like singing in the musicals or becoming better at clarinet or something - im sry that was like a long rant but its nothing compared to how i felt - i dont think ive cried more than i did on tuesday night - i couldnt even see when i was driving home because my contacts were all blurry ... anyway wow just writing about it is making me upset again so im gonna stop now.
Wednesday night thank God made me forget about all that shit for a while when me and Mike went to see Annie's GBYO/BPO concert @ Kleinhan's. The music was AMAZING (yay annie and maggie and emily and everyone else in gbyo!) and mike made me laugh the whole night and it was just a really good time.
Friday could not have come soon enough - it was definitely one of the worst weeks i've had this year. Friday night me and KMT went to see "The Pajama Game" at CHS and who do we run into but (take a wild guess ... ) MIKE hahaha i was like wow i've seen waayyy too much of u lately! lol he was with lauren and neal and there were a ton of ppl there - the play was good but we were so obnoxious during the second half because neal kept getting texts about the score of the hockey game - and oh yeah, did i mention that play is completely SEXUAL "teenage orgies" - WOW hahaha "she's gonna do it with her dad - INCEST!" okay sry dont ask - we have problems lol karlyn was hilarious ive never seen her that crazy - it was a pretty wild night ;)
Last night I went out to dinner @ Chef's with the padre and then we went to see yet ANOTHER high school musical (haha) at LHS (his school) - it was "hello dolly" and it was very cute. So basically I'm all musical-ed out this weekend!
5 more school days, 8 days till florida - I NEED this vacation ...
I don't even remember the last time I updated so bear with me on this one - I'll try to just put the most important things that have been happening lately!
Let's go back to last weekend shall we? St. Patrick's day woohoo! That Saturday night I hung out with Olivia on elmwood - we picked up Mike cause he was meeting Jill there and then me and olive went to Pano's for dinner (it was the first weekend she's been home in like, forever!) Mike and Jill came into pano's for a bit and chatted with us - fun times with those two haha We didn't really feel like doing much after so we just came back to my house and chilled and watched John Tucker Must Die (LOL) it was nice to hang out with my bestie - i don't get to see her enough!
So on Tuesday I go to dance and what do I see on the board but a sign that says "no dance this weekend" - okay now u might think this would make me happy right? another weekend off from dance? NO because i gave up a trip to Boston this weekend because I didn't think I would be allowed to miss dance, and then we dont even end up having it!!! I was SO pissed off I can't even begin to describe it. I could have been looking at colleges in Boston this weekend UUUGGHHH so needless to say I was in a pretty shitty mood and mad at darlene and I didn't dance well at all - about halfway through the class I just gave up because I am so SICK of her and her little bitchy comments about how we're fat and we suck - I seriously do not know how I'm gonna survive till nationals in july - if we weren't going to nationals i would probably quit because dance with darlene doesnt even make me happy anymore - why should i go to a place where i get yelled at nonstop for 3 hours every night?! that would make anyone go insane. i just had like , this crazy revelation/realization tuesday night and i got into this mad depressed mood because i feel like i've wasted my high school years with my time being occupied by dance when i could have been doing something i loved like singing in the musicals or becoming better at clarinet or something - im sry that was like a long rant but its nothing compared to how i felt - i dont think ive cried more than i did on tuesday night - i couldnt even see when i was driving home because my contacts were all blurry ... anyway wow just writing about it is making me upset again so im gonna stop now.
Wednesday night thank God made me forget about all that shit for a while when me and Mike went to see Annie's GBYO/BPO concert @ Kleinhan's. The music was AMAZING (yay annie and maggie and emily and everyone else in gbyo!) and mike made me laugh the whole night and it was just a really good time.
Friday could not have come soon enough - it was definitely one of the worst weeks i've had this year. Friday night me and KMT went to see "The Pajama Game" at CHS and who do we run into but (take a wild guess ... ) MIKE hahaha i was like wow i've seen waayyy too much of u lately! lol he was with lauren and neal and there were a ton of ppl there - the play was good but we were so obnoxious during the second half because neal kept getting texts about the score of the hockey game - and oh yeah, did i mention that play is completely SEXUAL "teenage orgies" - WOW hahaha "she's gonna do it with her dad - INCEST!" okay sry dont ask - we have problems lol karlyn was hilarious ive never seen her that crazy - it was a pretty wild night ;)
Last night I went out to dinner @ Chef's with the padre and then we went to see yet ANOTHER high school musical (haha) at LHS (his school) - it was "hello dolly" and it was very cute. So basically I'm all musical-ed out this weekend!
5 more school days, 8 days till florida - I NEED this vacation ...