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today is one of those i-don't-know-how-i-feel days and it's kinda frustrating. i shouldn't complain about things i don't talk to people about, like gas money, or get upset about the mix messages i get from the media about how i should be as a female in America. i don't know what i like and i don't like what i'm being told to like as default and i'm confused and frustrated. i really don't know who would be appropriate to discuss certain things with, because i sometimes look for someone who will tell me what i want to hear and i don't know if that's the right thing in a situation like this.
this is all so complicated. i don't know who i am or what i'm going to do. this is sooooooo cliche and it's making me extremely embarrassed. i want to talk to fish but don't know if that's a good idea just yet. there are certain times to talk to him about certain things and i don't think this is a topic suitable for him.
rereading this it occurs to me how vague this entry is
well, that's kinda the point
this is all so complicated. i don't know who i am or what i'm going to do. this is sooooooo cliche and it's making me extremely embarrassed. i want to talk to fish but don't know if that's a good idea just yet. there are certain times to talk to him about certain things and i don't think this is a topic suitable for him.
rereading this it occurs to me how vague this entry is
well, that's kinda the point