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so i havent written a real entery in like forever ever. But I've been super busy. The year is winding down but all the responsibilities and pressures are still there. Can't wait til theyre gone...but not school. I've always liked school. And next weekend it'll be over. It still hasn't completely hit me that I will never see a lot of these people again. And even if I do they won't be a big part of my life like they are now. That just makes me want to start crying right now. If you couldn't tell, I really don't like change. I know, I know, its a part of life, but sometimes it sucks. I love my life and especially the people in it right now. They will all just be gone and it really really sucks. After the spring concert last night I totally lost it. Its bad enough that the people will be gone, but so will other things I love like singing and acting. I've been on that stage so many times it seems so natural. That was my last performance on that stage... :( Sometimes I really wish I could stay at this stage in my life forever and not grow up. Either that or be able to see what the future holds and know that I will atleast be happy with what happens.