You could be happy, and I won't know...
I talked to Josh Curtis today...he told me he ran into Kenny at AE recently and that he had some chubby girl with him. I told him Kenny and I aren't really friends anymore. He said he seemed different to him... He and I never speak and when we do all I get is "women are crazy" all because I just want to see him... He has time for Flair (Fatass-Clair as some people have called her) lol, but not me, the one person who has loved him forever and will always love him.....its just fucked up. And yet, I still carry the same feelings for him. If he asked me to come over and cuddle right this second, I would. If he told me he wanted to just see Joey, I would drop anything to let him see her. If he wanted me to run away with him to some random place right now, I would. I would do just about anything for this kid, and I mean nothing to him....
All the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door -Snow Patrol