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i've discovered something: life sucks. i had both the best weekend and the worst weekend at the same time. finally getting to be with the guy that i like... then finding out that i have mono. so calling him was the worst thing ever, but of course i had to tell him that he probably got it, cause i'd feel sooo guilty if i didn't tell him. and now i have to see him in class tonight and i don't know if he'll be really pissed at me or not. i really hope he isn't too mad, i mean it could be worse! imagine if i'd given him aids!!!!!! (i should tell him that, maybe it'll put things in perspective for him lol) so i've been moping around for 2 days now feeling really depressed. my friends have been really helpful though, specifically maddy and mooers. you know people really care about you when they'll give you a big hug even though you're sick. and of course they're smart enough to know they won't catch mono unless we share saliva.
at least i don't feel that sick though. i know mono can be WAY worse than i have it. i'm already starting to feel better. it's more a mental thing. i mean, the thought that i can't share drinks/food or kiss anyone for MONTHS. that's really depressing.
somebody cheer me up!!!
at least i don't feel that sick though. i know mono can be WAY worse than i have it. i'm already starting to feel better. it's more a mental thing. i mean, the thought that i can't share drinks/food or kiss anyone for MONTHS. that's really depressing.
somebody cheer me up!!!