Jun 27, 2006 13:33
When people think about their life and the way they want it to be... reality is not often thought about...
I mean, think about it-
When I first decided I want to be a back up dancer (after the werz beach ball when I met Wade Robson and Chris Jones) I thought it would just be so cool... and it is... but you dont think about the stuff you have to do, the ladders you have to climb, and the dues you have to pay to the busniess... nothing comes easy, even if your the most talented entertainer out there. If you love what your doing you stress out about the "what if"s and all of the outlandish problems that could "come up". And on top of everything, real reality is also on your back. No matter what your doing things are going to come up in your family life... and going to interfere and mess up your plans, it sucks... but it happens. People get mad at you, you have too much to do, stuff happens. But SOMETIMES, please, just sit down... collect yourself... and finish doing what you have to do.
I need to learn how not to sweat the small things... so thats what Im doing.
And now, I collected myself...
Im gonna go get 'r done. (damn i've been in redneckville too long)
Gathering- so soon
J rocka comes back- even sooner
:) yay