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So I suck at sleeping...
I have to WAKE UP in 2 1/2 hours and I can not sleep for shit.
I think way too much.
the only time i can sleep is in the summer and thats only because i exhaust myself and end up passing out.
Im done w/ my traci lords book... outta all these "famous" women's books that I've read (porn stars, groupies, ect.) traci lord's definitly had the best point to it... they all try to get the same point to you and traci lords actually gets the point across... at this point in her life she is so disgusted by the industry that it almost disgustes me to think about what it did to her. And now this new book Im reading is amazing but its making me think alot... maybe I need to go back to my past and actually SAY GOODBYE and then I'll be able to get it completely out of my head, because as much as I dont care about him it still pops into my head every once n a while... i just cant help it... I ned to say goodbye, the right way.
blah blah blah... i get over tired and i just want to go on and on and on, Im stopping RIGHT NOW.
I hope things turn out good w/ Keith.
I want to do something w/ Trick, Sami, and Kayla ASAP... I really love them and think each one of those girls are magnificant and very nice... I wish we all lived closer because if we did Im sure we'd alllways have the best times together. egh, stupid distance.
ok ok... im over tired, im stopping before this is a loooooooong entry.
love u babes.
I have to WAKE UP in 2 1/2 hours and I can not sleep for shit.
I think way too much.
the only time i can sleep is in the summer and thats only because i exhaust myself and end up passing out.
Im done w/ my traci lords book... outta all these "famous" women's books that I've read (porn stars, groupies, ect.) traci lord's definitly had the best point to it... they all try to get the same point to you and traci lords actually gets the point across... at this point in her life she is so disgusted by the industry that it almost disgustes me to think about what it did to her. And now this new book Im reading is amazing but its making me think alot... maybe I need to go back to my past and actually SAY GOODBYE and then I'll be able to get it completely out of my head, because as much as I dont care about him it still pops into my head every once n a while... i just cant help it... I ned to say goodbye, the right way.
blah blah blah... i get over tired and i just want to go on and on and on, Im stopping RIGHT NOW.
I hope things turn out good w/ Keith.
I want to do something w/ Trick, Sami, and Kayla ASAP... I really love them and think each one of those girls are magnificant and very nice... I wish we all lived closer because if we did Im sure we'd alllways have the best times together. egh, stupid distance.
ok ok... im over tired, im stopping before this is a loooooooong entry.
love u babes.