every plan is a tiny prayer to father time
More and more I find myself being jealous of the people I know that are having babies, and are starting their own families. I know I always tell myself that I wouldn't be able to handle it, but all I've ever wanted out of life is to be a wife and a mommy. To have a family to raise my own way, and to deeply impact a life the way mothers do.
I know that going to school is a good thing. I know that I will be glad in 2 years when the lowest I will be starting out at is 25$ an hour. I know I will be glad when I can afford to have the house I want, and the cars I want. I know I will be glad when Blake and I won't have to struggle when we decide to have babies. But something inside just pulls at me every time I see a pregnant woman, or a young couple with a new baby.
It'll come one day though. And maybe this way I'll appreciate it that much more.
Working at the hospital makes me believe more and more in everything happening for a reason. I know it will work out the way it was supposed to.
Speaking of school, this quarter will be over on tuesday, and I will officially be done with Anatomy and Physiology for the rest of my life. But I will still have to go through Pharmacology and Microbiology. I am having trouble deciding what to do with the next phase of my life, which seems silly because I havent even starting nursing classes yet. I guess I have plenty of time to figure that out.
Oh, and OSU killed Michigan today. That makes me happy. Somehow, I love football. Especially college.
Thanksgiving is thursday, my favorite day of the year is friday, (shopping!) and christmas is coming soon. I LOVE this time of year!
Hooray to having my own place to decorate however the hell I want!
I know that going to school is a good thing. I know that I will be glad in 2 years when the lowest I will be starting out at is 25$ an hour. I know I will be glad when I can afford to have the house I want, and the cars I want. I know I will be glad when Blake and I won't have to struggle when we decide to have babies. But something inside just pulls at me every time I see a pregnant woman, or a young couple with a new baby.
It'll come one day though. And maybe this way I'll appreciate it that much more.
Working at the hospital makes me believe more and more in everything happening for a reason. I know it will work out the way it was supposed to.
Speaking of school, this quarter will be over on tuesday, and I will officially be done with Anatomy and Physiology for the rest of my life. But I will still have to go through Pharmacology and Microbiology. I am having trouble deciding what to do with the next phase of my life, which seems silly because I havent even starting nursing classes yet. I guess I have plenty of time to figure that out.
Oh, and OSU killed Michigan today. That makes me happy. Somehow, I love football. Especially college.
Thanksgiving is thursday, my favorite day of the year is friday, (shopping!) and christmas is coming soon. I LOVE this time of year!
Hooray to having my own place to decorate however the hell I want!