May 20, 2008 00:20
tonight, my friend made a diagram illustrating the infidelity and ugliness of everyone we know. i think it has been plaguing his mind recently, or all year long.
i always want to believe in this great big philanthropy, focus on the beauty of humanity, consider the complexity of the human condition, and understand the depth of each person's perspective and psychology before judging others' actions, but i am consistently disappointed by the individual. at the same time, it is hard to see goodness examining human beings from a social perspective, and i feel often like the only beautiful parts of life are found in my interactions with different personalities.
i don't really know what i am talking about most of the time. it's late.