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[danceowithome]

i dont know how else to word it except for im not ok. im not very happy. certain things in my life bring me unbelievable joy. but overall im not really happy. my job depresses me. its boring and i dont like one of my bosses. he talks so down to me and makes me feel stupid almost every time i work with him. school is going good though. i got my first paper back today and i got an a. thats pretty exciting. moving out would make me so much happier. i had a raging headache earlier and had to drive home from starbucks. a 30 minute drive with peoples headlights coming from all directions shining directly into my eyes. it was horrible. thank goodness for sinus tylenol. i love my boyfriend so much. i dont know what i would do without him. things are going so amazingly with us. i honestly dont know what i would do without him. my friends, or the ones i still talk to at least, are amazing also. im going to california the last week in october. im beyond excited/happy about that. i havent really traveled much so its a pretty exciting thing. it will be the first time ive flown on a plane since i was like 1. needless to say, im nervous. so if you think about please pray for my mom and i's safety and that i dont freak out too much on the plane journey there and back.

i really shouldnt complain. my life is amazing. sometimes you just get in a funk and you dont know why.