[fandom-muses] (october) what wrong with a little destruction?

Oct 18, 2007 16:46

Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and the unleavened
Five thousand users fed today
Oh as you feed us
Won't you lead us
To be blessed

So we stole and drank champagne
On the seventh seal you said you never feel pain
"I never feel pain, won't you hit me again?"
"I need a bit of black and blue to be a rotation"

In my blood I felt bubbles burst
There was a flash of fist, an eyebrow burst
You've a lazy laugh and a red white shirt
I fall to the floor fainting at the sight of blood

There was something about him. Despite the disastrous dates and the way he was more fucked up than I was. There was always something brimming under the surface with Logan. I was always waiting for it to burst through the surface. When it finally did, a guy in a bar who was shamelessly hitting on me ended up with a broken nose and two broken ribs. Logan was lucky he hadn't pressed charges.

I bandaged his hand when we got to my place and he apologized slowly and throughly for turning into a jealous raving lunatic for a little while there.

He still brims under the surface. He's this volcano that can't help but erupt when the pressure gets to be too much. I think that might be part of what attracts me to him, what keeps him in my bed when I know it'll hurt more than anything else if this ends. It's part of what makes everything so intense between us. We both have this thing brimming under the surface of our skins. Anger, rage, tension. So many things that seem to boil over and make everything that much more acute.

It's what makes me say yes when he idly asks me to marry him.

God knows that I never opened up enough to tell him how I feel even though I think he knows. It's not as if he's said it either but there's probably something really wrong with us that we're married without ever uttering the four letter word that everybody throws around like water.

Vegas is pretty awesome in the fall though. I swear. There weren't any elvis chapels open but we got married by Captain Kirk. Spock was playing the piano. It was nicer than it sounds. Our rings are tattoo's. I did Logan's but he couldn't do mine so Stevie did it, I know Logan was a bit jealous but I think he got over it.

Marriage is ... interesting

Muse: Samantha Landry
Fandom: Veronica Mars (OC)
Word Count: 327

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