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I haven't written in this for a loooooong time, for reasons I don't know why. I guess things have been happening in my life, but everything about my life seems so inconsequential right now that even the biggest thing doesn't matter. Got back more pictures that made me happy. I feel like nothing in my life right now provokes any good emotion. I'm either normal or angry. Angry most of the time at fucking dumb soccer coaches, mostly Mastro. But then he gives me truffels and I forgive him for the time being. Food is the way to my heart. But ANYWAY, I wish there was something that would make me feel so incredibly ecstatic or excited, something reeeeeally good and new and not boring to add something to this horrible dreariness of my life. The only good thing that recently happened was getting ride of my first college application. One down 20 million to go. I can't wait till soccer ends so maybe I can be happy. P.S. I'm probably in a really bad mood right now so all the depressiveness of my life is just getting to me.