WE HAVEN'T F*CKED YET BUT MY HEAD IS SPINNING...
So it's officially official. Me and Rikki are a couple. It's kinda weird b/c I absolutely did not want a relationship right now and here I am...in a relationship. I'm glad I have him now, but I just feel like something will go wrong. I successfully was able to guard off any relationships for a year and I'm used to flirting with guys and hooking up with different guys. This committment thing will be hard. Don't get me wrong, I'm faithful in a relationship, but there are times I will want to give up, dump the guy and then hook up with someone else. I swear, in every relationship I always want someone else. I wish I could just have two maybe three guys at the same time if I was allowed. But things will change...I know, I just need to adjust to his presence...