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Why am I such a doormat? I just let everyone walk all over me. The one thing that I really want to do, the one thing that I've been so excited and happy about, I don't end up doing. And why? Because I let other people discourage me or simply prevent me from going forth. "I think its a bad idea." "I think it's a waste." "All that travel for just a day?" "I just don't get it. Why do you want to do this so badly?" And in the end, I miss it. And now it sucks, and I'm devastated.