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I haven't updated for a very long time. So here i am doing my thing & updating. so New years eve was my 17th birthday ...yeah it was good. i was paraletic. literally couldnt walk, talk, or smoke a fag haha. but it was all good either way. I think it could have been alot better though to be honnest. Ah well. so in the day i didnt do much erm my family came over. It was nice to see them. Erm yeah then there was that week and all that crap. didnt do much went to college like for one day ...erm the rest didnt bother going.
Oh oH my Jadey sexface came down from Kent on tuesday and she stayed until thursday. we had an amazing time. She wasn't at all like i expected. we cam whored lots together. talked to lots of hawt guys. and bitched alot about a certain guy HAHAHA :D that was the life. We also planned our life in 6 months time. Me & her & Glenn living together in Abertillery :D haha. I missed her when she went but she should be coming down soon. i have a picture of us :
Me & My Sexface <333
Rae & Jade drunk as fuck in the dolls
i do have some morning photos to...hehe. [[their going to kill me for this]]
RaeRae Hungover
SexFace hungover
and yeah thats all i can be arsed on putting up. hehe. anyway RaeRae stayed tuesday night & went home wednesday. so me and jade just bummed round my house ...was fun tho. hehe. Then Thursday came & i went with her to the train station :( didnt want her to go.
erm boring after that then was Friday. I got home & my nan & Bamp told me that they wanted me to move back to my mum's in England. So i rang my mum up. Rae was there, shes always up my house when something bad happens. I cried alot. My mum was like happy though, for me to come back up but at the time i wasn't. so my mum is organising when im going up there. My nan and bamp then had a talk with me, & basically said a lot of bullshit would rather not go into that. anyway then i went to le pub. with Rhiannon & RaeRae. It was the worst night of my life.
It made me realise a whole fucking lot though. Why the fuck am i still here. I hate it here. I hate half of the people. Their all so self absorbed, & selfish twats. Most of them are bitches, who really do need a good fucking slap. But everyone's too shit scared to bothering doing it, because they no the consequences isnt going to be good. Theres only 2 certain people i am talking about here, wont mention any names, cause i dont want to like. & they will probably read this so HAHA. But anyway friday night made me realise a fucking lot. I cant stand this place and what it does to me, & what the people do to me, and how they make me feel.
ah well there are of course people who im going to miss. alot of people. & they all no who they are like. but meh i think i have to ...and want to go, its best thing, for me to move on. just sat here waiting now. I havent a clue when im going, im guessing probably sometime this week, im hoping sometime this week, even though i would like to be here for Loz's & Dan's birthday on friday, ah well. i can hope...
Oh oH my Jadey sexface came down from Kent on tuesday and she stayed until thursday. we had an amazing time. She wasn't at all like i expected. we cam whored lots together. talked to lots of hawt guys. and bitched alot about a certain guy HAHAHA :D that was the life. We also planned our life in 6 months time. Me & her & Glenn living together in Abertillery :D haha. I missed her when she went but she should be coming down soon. i have a picture of us :
Me & My Sexface <333
Rae & Jade drunk as fuck in the dolls
i do have some morning photos to...hehe. [[their going to kill me for this]]
RaeRae Hungover
SexFace hungover
and yeah thats all i can be arsed on putting up. hehe. anyway RaeRae stayed tuesday night & went home wednesday. so me and jade just bummed round my house ...was fun tho. hehe. Then Thursday came & i went with her to the train station :( didnt want her to go.
erm boring after that then was Friday. I got home & my nan & Bamp told me that they wanted me to move back to my mum's in England. So i rang my mum up. Rae was there, shes always up my house when something bad happens. I cried alot. My mum was like happy though, for me to come back up but at the time i wasn't. so my mum is organising when im going up there. My nan and bamp then had a talk with me, & basically said a lot of bullshit would rather not go into that. anyway then i went to le pub. with Rhiannon & RaeRae. It was the worst night of my life.
It made me realise a whole fucking lot though. Why the fuck am i still here. I hate it here. I hate half of the people. Their all so self absorbed, & selfish twats. Most of them are bitches, who really do need a good fucking slap. But everyone's too shit scared to bothering doing it, because they no the consequences isnt going to be good. Theres only 2 certain people i am talking about here, wont mention any names, cause i dont want to like. & they will probably read this so HAHA. But anyway friday night made me realise a fucking lot. I cant stand this place and what it does to me, & what the people do to me, and how they make me feel.
ah well there are of course people who im going to miss. alot of people. & they all no who they are like. but meh i think i have to ...and want to go, its best thing, for me to move on. just sat here waiting now. I havent a clue when im going, im guessing probably sometime this week, im hoping sometime this week, even though i would like to be here for Loz's & Dan's birthday on friday, ah well. i can hope...