electric love.
Okay so what to say.
I haven't updated in a while, well not properly anyway.
I guess I don't really have much to say anymore.
My life is so different, to how it was in Wales.
I guess its sort of good. & sort of bad i suppose.
I miss Wales alot like.
I miss the people, well not all the people, but most of the people.
I miss my family.
I miss newport.
I miss Friday nights out.
I miss the pubs down there.
hehe but then again i like England.
I love living with my mum again.
I love my friends here.
I love my boyfriend.
I love the pubs here.
I love most of the people here.
I love the friendlyness of the town.
I love the shops.
I feel sort of down at the moment. why??
Because I just do.
I miss Ben <333 :( I no im silly. But i do. I hate not being able to see him for like a whole week now, especially as i was used to seeing him everyday like. :(
it sucks.
I'm probably not going to be seeing him till next sat now or maybe friday if im lucky.
I no that when i see him, I'll be happy again, I'll cuddle him to death <3
he means so much to me already, i sort of wasted my time on guys in Wales, that were just after one thing. SEX. not all of the guys but most of them, there were quite a few that wanted more then that. Which is what i was also looking for, but i guess i lost myself somewhere along the way.
But me and Ben are so like good for each other, yeah ok my mum thinks hes a bad influence on me, But then again im a bad influence on him ;)
We have been together for 3 months and a week next sat. :D and our relationship is almost perfect. ♥
I'm basically going to be seeing him everyday in september, when we both go to North Shropshire college. I'll be down his house all the time too, I'll be like his new flat mate. lol.
But its gonna be great never the less.
Gawd I have such strong feelings for him, He makes me so happy. In many ways ;) But he's always there for me. Hes the bestest guy a girl could ask for, hehe, hes a pretty boy. & i ♥ him sooooo much, & miss him sooooo much. grrrr
so yeah ok, yesterday my mum goes out and gets drunk, comes home & starts telling me that Ben's been saying to all these people that he cant trust me, ok so it hurt to hear that. I rang him up & basically simply asked him wether he trusted me, he promised me he trusted me, he couldnt understand why people are trying to break us up. :( I cant understand why either, but i no for a fact that it isnt going to work.
ME & BEN = SO STRONG. <3333
yeah so thats about it from me to be honnest, i really need to see Ben.
over & out.
x
I haven't updated in a while, well not properly anyway.
I guess I don't really have much to say anymore.
My life is so different, to how it was in Wales.
I guess its sort of good. & sort of bad i suppose.
I miss Wales alot like.
I miss the people, well not all the people, but most of the people.
I miss my family.
I miss newport.
I miss Friday nights out.
I miss the pubs down there.
hehe but then again i like England.
I love living with my mum again.
I love my friends here.
I love my boyfriend.
I love the pubs here.
I love most of the people here.
I love the friendlyness of the town.
I love the shops.
I feel sort of down at the moment. why??
Because I just do.
I miss Ben <333 :( I no im silly. But i do. I hate not being able to see him for like a whole week now, especially as i was used to seeing him everyday like. :(
it sucks.
I'm probably not going to be seeing him till next sat now or maybe friday if im lucky.
I no that when i see him, I'll be happy again, I'll cuddle him to death <3
he means so much to me already, i sort of wasted my time on guys in Wales, that were just after one thing. SEX. not all of the guys but most of them, there were quite a few that wanted more then that. Which is what i was also looking for, but i guess i lost myself somewhere along the way.
But me and Ben are so like good for each other, yeah ok my mum thinks hes a bad influence on me, But then again im a bad influence on him ;)
We have been together for 3 months and a week next sat. :D and our relationship is almost perfect. ♥
I'm basically going to be seeing him everyday in september, when we both go to North Shropshire college. I'll be down his house all the time too, I'll be like his new flat mate. lol.
But its gonna be great never the less.
Gawd I have such strong feelings for him, He makes me so happy. In many ways ;) But he's always there for me. Hes the bestest guy a girl could ask for, hehe, hes a pretty boy. & i ♥ him sooooo much, & miss him sooooo much. grrrr
so yeah ok, yesterday my mum goes out and gets drunk, comes home & starts telling me that Ben's been saying to all these people that he cant trust me, ok so it hurt to hear that. I rang him up & basically simply asked him wether he trusted me, he promised me he trusted me, he couldnt understand why people are trying to break us up. :( I cant understand why either, but i no for a fact that it isnt going to work.
ME & BEN = SO STRONG. <3333
yeah so thats about it from me to be honnest, i really need to see Ben.
over & out.
x