Feb 28, 2006 01:39
So its been three days...not a very long time but it has felt long because I know that I cannot get into contact with Franco. Still its only been three days...no reason to worry...Im sure he is just out of minutes for his phone...but never the less the loss of connection has weighed on my mind heavily and its a whole lotta WHAT IFs that slowly drive me crazy.
I talked to Ashley Hardman from Brock Dance tonight...just for the fun of it. It kept my mind off of checking my phone every five seconds to see if Franco messaged.
Mel and I are going to the Ill Scarlett show on Saturday. That should be fun...maybe I will meet some people and make friends from either of the Dots, the M or the T.
Otherwise my life has been boring. I watched Dancing with the Stars last night and stayed up and watched Friday Night Lights....fuckin awesome movie. I ate coconut covered marshmellows today, taught dance and then WORKED OUT HARDCORE at the gym.
I am literally counting down the days before I can hop on the bus to Niagara Falls on the 11th. And then Im prolly not gonna come home...Ill prolly go to Renees for the week and stay down there until the Brock Dance show. I need a serious vacation away from my life. SERIOUSLY!
On another note: I have put alot of thought into living at home as long as possible, despite everything, and I am rearranging my priorities so that OWING and DRIVING a car are the first on the list and then living on my own.