venting...
This is an entry dedicated to venting how much u fucking piss me off, yet i still want to be around you.. and i hate myself for it..
Where the FUCK do you come off treating me this way? Using the fact that you broke my heart as leverage... how the FUCK do you say "I care about you more then most people, and always wil want to spend time with you" And now? the only time I fucking see you is when i just happen to be hanging out with wiley.. or ben.. or whoever...
How the FUCK do you go from sleeping in my bed everynight and then after breaking my heart continue to come every once and awhile to cuddle and now you just pat me on the fucking shoulder... what the fuck is wrong with you!
Do you think this is some kind of game? You were everything to me and now you don't even talk ot me and have no interest in hanging out with me.. wiley's right about you.
You wanna know why you two fight? it's cause he HATES YOU for what YOU did to me! Get it now? You won't make any contact with me cause ur afraid that i'll be all clingy and fall back in love with you? well guess what... i wont! why cant u just be my fucking friend like you promised.. im tired of your fucking false statements and the fact that you crave attention from EVERYONE... and hurt the people that are the best things in your life..
Do you realize how much it hurts me to hear people bad mouth you? and get defensive.. when really i know they're right?
You sir, are a coward who doesn't know whats good for him, and i pity you sometimes
I feel better now
Where the FUCK do you come off treating me this way? Using the fact that you broke my heart as leverage... how the FUCK do you say "I care about you more then most people, and always wil want to spend time with you" And now? the only time I fucking see you is when i just happen to be hanging out with wiley.. or ben.. or whoever...
How the FUCK do you go from sleeping in my bed everynight and then after breaking my heart continue to come every once and awhile to cuddle and now you just pat me on the fucking shoulder... what the fuck is wrong with you!
Do you think this is some kind of game? You were everything to me and now you don't even talk ot me and have no interest in hanging out with me.. wiley's right about you.
You wanna know why you two fight? it's cause he HATES YOU for what YOU did to me! Get it now? You won't make any contact with me cause ur afraid that i'll be all clingy and fall back in love with you? well guess what... i wont! why cant u just be my fucking friend like you promised.. im tired of your fucking false statements and the fact that you crave attention from EVERYONE... and hurt the people that are the best things in your life..
Do you realize how much it hurts me to hear people bad mouth you? and get defensive.. when really i know they're right?
You sir, are a coward who doesn't know whats good for him, and i pity you sometimes
I feel better now