ill never be good enough for you. but boy you'll never measure up to my standards
so i havent updated this thing in a loooong time.
to be honest i kind of forgot i had it
not much has been new lately
new york city was absoulty amazing
everyone had such passion for the city
and it was beautiful
just seeing all the people and realizing how big the world is
the wedding was incrediable
and i love love love love brandon and ryan
but this year has been by far one of the best years of my life
i love my friends so much its unbelievble
i love going to school and seeing all my friends
i love how ill always have a speacial place in my heart for people and care for them but im soo over issues and it feels good.
i love when people tell me im georgous-- even though im not it just makes my day alittle bit brighter
i love going to starbucks and sitting outside with my girls talking about everythinngg
i love when i dont go to school because im sick and as soon as school gets out i have 13 people at my door with hot soup
i love just having girls night out
and going out to dinner every single night with nichole and brittanie
and i dont know what i would do without any of them
they're all so differnt but when we come together were all the same
ahh i love it~ but enough about those dolls
i've decided that im so unhappy with how i look
like it makes me sick to look in a mirror
i see so many inperfections it groses me out
so im finally doing something "healthy" to change that
im working out 4 hours every single day
and wearing layers and layers and layers of clothes
hoodies sweatpants coats scarves layers of long sleeve shirts you name it ill be wearing it
and drinking as much water as i can without puking
and running at least 2 miles
so well see how fast i can loose weight by that way
should be intersting?
to be honest i kind of forgot i had it
not much has been new lately
new york city was absoulty amazing
everyone had such passion for the city
and it was beautiful
just seeing all the people and realizing how big the world is
the wedding was incrediable
and i love love love love brandon and ryan
but this year has been by far one of the best years of my life
i love my friends so much its unbelievble
i love going to school and seeing all my friends
i love how ill always have a speacial place in my heart for people and care for them but im soo over issues and it feels good.
i love when people tell me im georgous-- even though im not it just makes my day alittle bit brighter
i love going to starbucks and sitting outside with my girls talking about everythinngg
i love when i dont go to school because im sick and as soon as school gets out i have 13 people at my door with hot soup
i love just having girls night out
and going out to dinner every single night with nichole and brittanie
and i dont know what i would do without any of them
they're all so differnt but when we come together were all the same
ahh i love it~ but enough about those dolls
i've decided that im so unhappy with how i look
like it makes me sick to look in a mirror
i see so many inperfections it groses me out
so im finally doing something "healthy" to change that
im working out 4 hours every single day
and wearing layers and layers and layers of clothes
hoodies sweatpants coats scarves layers of long sleeve shirts you name it ill be wearing it
and drinking as much water as i can without puking
and running at least 2 miles
so well see how fast i can loose weight by that way
should be intersting?