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highlights of my week
* seeing andyy was nice again broguht back some good memories
* spending time with megan.. realizeing how much alike we are and having our good old talks like we used to
tonight really made me think. big time
and it really hit me big time at starbucks
i realized that i miss you so much.
i miss the talks, fone calls about absolutly nothing, the "iloveyou's" seeing each other, butterflys, feeling safe in your arms, holding each other, kisses, not caring about anything else in the world.
GOD..Lindseys SOO lucky
and i hope that she doesnt take you for granted like i did.
"because you deserve so much better then me"
just like you said
i didnt deserve you and it was wrong for me to think that i did.
but hey what else is new
im not good enough for any guy in my life.
i hate this emptyness inside of me.
i try to move on but
"WHY CANT I FEEL ANYTHING FROM ANYONE ELSE OTHER THAN YOU?"
answer that question and you'll be my hero
i just want to wanted somewhere
is that so hard to ask?
really...
* seeing andyy was nice again broguht back some good memories
* spending time with megan.. realizeing how much alike we are and having our good old talks like we used to
tonight really made me think. big time
and it really hit me big time at starbucks
i realized that i miss you so much.
i miss the talks, fone calls about absolutly nothing, the "iloveyou's" seeing each other, butterflys, feeling safe in your arms, holding each other, kisses, not caring about anything else in the world.
GOD..Lindseys SOO lucky
and i hope that she doesnt take you for granted like i did.
"because you deserve so much better then me"
just like you said
i didnt deserve you and it was wrong for me to think that i did.
but hey what else is new
im not good enough for any guy in my life.
i hate this emptyness inside of me.
i try to move on but
"WHY CANT I FEEL ANYTHING FROM ANYONE ELSE OTHER THAN YOU?"
answer that question and you'll be my hero
i just want to wanted somewhere
is that so hard to ask?
really...