Shit Drums
Its april 27th. The other day being YESTERDAY i passed out in a luscious patch of grass, awoke to the sweet sounds of birds while drooling all down my face and sweating in the spring heat.
Today i woke up, strapped on my winter boots, coat, and hat, and braved THE FUCKING SNOW.
Get your shit together, WTF.
Its so easy to pin point where sadness,anger,depression, and all that other shit comes from. It comes from the snow, and montreal, and their fucked weather patterns.
Regardless of that..
Today was decent.
I baked cookies and am currently "blogging" due to that movie Julia&Julie. (TV generation, raised by movies, influences, yadayadayada) It was inspiring. I baked cookies, made a lunch, and am now here which i haven't done in ages. I have no time anymore. Its funny. Back in the earlier days of Montreal i was lonely longing for friends and making none. Now...i ignore the phone when it rings. Its awesome to know i have choice back in my life and am not so desperate for human interaction and conversation that i ignore my likes and dislikes.
My eyes are beginning to blur
but i recently have been reading up on the albino killings in African countries, its fucked. Look that shit up if possible.
Today i woke up, strapped on my winter boots, coat, and hat, and braved THE FUCKING SNOW.
Get your shit together, WTF.
Its so easy to pin point where sadness,anger,depression, and all that other shit comes from. It comes from the snow, and montreal, and their fucked weather patterns.
Regardless of that..
Today was decent.
I baked cookies and am currently "blogging" due to that movie Julia&Julie. (TV generation, raised by movies, influences, yadayadayada) It was inspiring. I baked cookies, made a lunch, and am now here which i haven't done in ages. I have no time anymore. Its funny. Back in the earlier days of Montreal i was lonely longing for friends and making none. Now...i ignore the phone when it rings. Its awesome to know i have choice back in my life and am not so desperate for human interaction and conversation that i ignore my likes and dislikes.
My eyes are beginning to blur
but i recently have been reading up on the albino killings in African countries, its fucked. Look that shit up if possible.