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[dancedivastar]

umm ya.. i guess today was alright a snowday... im back at my mom for the weekend

it all sucks tho.. i wont see austin until monday.. i already miss him... all we keep doing is fighting.. im scared that one time its gunna be the last time.. and ya.. i just wish everything was fine... i mean were fine but its like ya...

tonight was senior line tryouts.. i did pretty well..

i made alternate.. which im realli happy about but it isnt realli anything but its still kinda cool cause i havent before... and it sucks cause my mom basicalli said..

" ohh so you dont even get to preform" ya so she wasnt even happy that i at least did that... so whatever to her.. im realli upset .. it seems like im never good enough.. im so sick of parents... everything i do its fucking ridiculous

im just fed up with not getting praised for doing sumthing good.. its always.. ohh why cant you do beter... i hate how im expected to be perfect... ohh wow...

so yeah... thats my night.. and me n austin got in a fight... im so sick of the way i am.. the way i come off.. i always end up getting him mad.. and i dont mean to...

i hate this right now... its like i have no one to talk to right now.... im just.. uhh.. im out..