Nov 21, 2005 17:35
OKAY SO0O IM GUNNA SIT HERE AND BITCH SO FEEL FREE TO YOU KNO IGNORE IT IF FEELINGS GET HURT IM NOT IN THAT caring MOOD...
S0O RIGHT NOW I HATE MRS.DUKE SHE MAKES MY LIFE A LIVING HELL AND I CANT STAND HER AS A TEACHER AND BARELY AS A PERSON IM PRETTY SURE I COULD BE A TECHER TOO IF I JUST WROTE DOWN EXAMPLES IN THE BOOK N CALLED IT TEACHING... SHE DOESNT KNO HOW TO TEACH AND ON TOP OF THAT SHE SITS THERE AND IS A COMPLETE BITCH TO AUSTIN AND ME TOO... ITS RIDICULOUS N IF I SAY ANYTHING TO LIKE MR.OPPAT ILL PROLLY GET IN TROUBLE CAUSE YOU KNO ADULTS ARE ALWAYS FUCKING RIGHT... WELL FUCK ADULTS BECAUSE THEYRE WRONG MOST OF THE TIME... AND THEN I LOVE MR.MILLER.... EVERYBOY NEEDS TO TAKE OUT APEN N TAKE NOTES... ALRIGHT THATS fine... n then i start writing what he says " ARTLEY PUT DOWN YOUR PEN AND PAY ATTENTION " LIKE WHAT THE HELL OKAY MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND HOLY SHYT so that pissed me off
THEN IM SUPOSSED TO TUTOR AUSTIN TONITE BUT SICE MY MOM ISNT HOME HIS PARENTS MAKE HIM DRIVE HOME CAUSE THEY DONT TRUST US AND SO THEN WHEN HE GETS HOME HIS DAD GOES... OHH WELL YOU COULD HAVE HAD HER MOM CALL N TELL US YOU WERE ALLOWED TO BE THERE....
LIKE ARE ME AND AUSTIN JUST SUPOSSED TO PSYCHICLY KNOW THIS OR FUCKING WHAT CAUSE HONESTLY IM NOT JUST GUNNA GUESS AT WHAT IM SUPOSSED TO DO... SO ME AN HIM COULD BE SITTING HERE WORKING ON MATH RIGHT NOW IF IT WERENT FOR HIS DAD AHHH
then.. ohh yes theres s0o000o much more....
WELL OKAY... RACHEL MUTRYNOWSKI... ME N HER HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE FOREVER IVE ONLY KNOWN HER SINCE LIKE FIRST GRADE FORREAL... AND WEVE BEEN THRU ALOT AND HAD S0O MANY MEMORIES BUT WOW...I DONT EVEN THINK I KNOW HER ANYMORE.. IT REALI KILLS ME THAT WE CANT BE FREINDS OR WHATEVER...BUT I CAN GET OVER BEING FRIENDS WITH HER.. YOU KNO FRIENDS COME AND GO... THAT FINE IF SHE DOESNT WANNA BE FRIENDS ANYMORE... BUT THERE SHE IS PRETENDING WERE FRIENDS... WE SHOUL HANG OUT.. WE SHOULD GO TO OVERTYME TOGETHER... and nothing happens n the one time i do go there... she didnt even look at me hahah
SO YEAH... AND THEN YOU KNO WE ARE LIKE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS OR WHATEVER YOU KNOW AND I FIND OUT SHE HAS LIKE SUM PARTY.. WHICH I REALLI DONT CARE THAT I DIDNT GET INVITED TO... I JUST WOULD LOVE TO KNOW WHY SHE INVITED ALL HER CLOSE FRIENDS AND YOU KNOW NOT TORI OR LAUREN OR ME... HAHAH ALL THOSE PEOPLE THAT ARE HER FRIENDS AND IVE HEARD ALL OF THOSE PEOPLE TALK ABOUT HER.. IT FUCKING KILLS ME... AND I LOVE HOW LIKE AARON WENT TO THE PARTY... WHICH REALLI KILLS ME.. CAUSE YOU KNO AARON N RACHEL ARE SO MUCH TIGHTER THAN ME N HER... APPARENTLY... SO I SLOWLY HAVE LIKE 4 FRIENDS AT LAKES... THE ONES WHO REALLI CARE ABOUT ME...AND THANK GOD FOR AUSTIN TOO... BUT YA... SO I DUNNO IVE JUST COME TO THE COMCLUSION THAT I DONT CARE WHO MY FRIENDS ARE AS LONG AS THEY DONT PRETEND TO BE MY FRIEND... BE IT OR DONT... REALLI SIMPLE....
S0O TODAY HAS SUCKED IN ALL... AND I DUNNO WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THIS SCHOOL... I DONT KNO WHO PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE.... BUT WHEREVER THEY "THINK" THEYRE GETTING AND ACHIEVING BY BEING LIKE THIS.. N NO THIS IS NOT LIKE TALKING ABOUT RACHEL THIS IS OUR WHOLE FUCKING GRADE AND SCHOOL.... I DONT KNO IF THIS IS THE "COOL" THING TO DO YOU... HOW EVERYONE PRETENDS THEYRE EVERYONES FRIEND I THINK ITS HYSTERICAL CAUSE I THINK IF EVERYONE LLOOKED AT HOW MANY TRU FRIENDS THEY HAVE OR W.E THEY PROLLY HAVVE LIKE 1 OR 2...
SO I GUESS I SHOULD GET A BIG EGO NOW BECAUSE I KNOW I HAVVE 4 GOOD FRIENDS.. KNOCK ON WOOD... THAT DONT TALK ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK.. SO HEYY I GUESS IM SUPER POPULAR SINCE I CAN SIT HERE AND GO THRU EVERYONE ELSE IN OUR GRADE AND TELL THEM ALL HOW AT LEAST 2 OF THEIR "FRIENDS" TALK SHYT ABOUT THEM.... SO YA... AND CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG CAUSE I WOULD LOVE TO SEE SOMEONE PROVE ME WRONG ON THIS ONE... AND IF I AM SO BE IT... WHAT AM I LOSING... SO WHAT IF A COUPLE PEOPLE DONT LIKE ME... OHH DARN I THINK I WILL ACTUALLI LIVE...
KUDOS FOR ALL YOU THAT ARE S0O COOL AND POPULAR ILL TAKE WHATEVER STATUS I HAVE...AND KEEP IT CAUSE I KNO IM NOT BEING A COMPLETLE BITCH BY TRYING TO BE COOL AND TURNING MY BACK ON PEOPLE
AND I DUNNO WHATEVER OUR GRADE GOT INTO THINKING THAT SMOKING OR WHATEVER IS COOL BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT THINK YUR LIKE SWEET OR SUMTHING... YOU SHOULD GET A REALITY CHECK BECAUSE I DONT CARE HOW COOL YOU ARE NOW CAUSE YOU SMOKE BUT ID RATHER KNOW WHATS GOING ON AROUND ME... REALLI I WOULD....
SO ALL YOU STONER WANNABES OR WHATEVER... GET OVER YOURSELVES.. BECAUSE WHATEVER "POPULARITY" THAT YUR GETTING FROM BEING A STONER.... ONLY MAKES YOU EVEN MORE RETARDED.. I THOUGHT YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW THAT...
I DONT KNO HOW IM STILL AT THIS SCHOOL SOMETIMES..
I LOVE YOU AUSTIN.... TORI LAUREN ASH N AM... I KNO YOU
GUYS ARE MY HOMIEZZ
*S[a]M*