"Not everyone has a sob story...and even if they do, it's no excuse." (Perks)

Jan 21, 2006 09:16

There's this guy. Not just any guy. He's been an important part of my life since I met him about 9 years ago. He's been many things to me, but I think the most important thing he's been is my brother. This is the same guy that just about a year ago promised to walk me down the aisle at my wedding. I was there for many of his girlfriends and those subsequent break-ups....through the times he thought he was worthless....and the times when things wouldn't get any worse, (trust me, they couldn't.)
About 6 months ago, everything changed. For a reason I can't put my finger on. There was no call on my birthday....no call when i had surgery...I know he has a girlfriend now, and I am sure he is very happy, and I am very happy for him. I know that it was a little difficult for him when I started dating someone again, but we won't go into that...I know I know things that he wouldn't want his new girlfriend to know, but these are confidences I would never betray.
I worry about him...
I miss him....
I wonder if he misses me....
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