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well, today was ok. fell asleep after my last final. didn't wake up til bell, and my arms kept tingleing cause they were asleep, it was annoying. Drive home was crazy, people drive nuts when they speed. But when i get home, i decide to clean. So i was cutting off a label of a can cause no one else would, and the scissors slip, and hits my wrist, going vertical. yeah that's nice. It's like two thin cuts but deep, lol, looks like i tried cutting myself. Then Randi comes over, and helped me bandadge it up, which i was light headed and had to sit cause i was about to pass out. My ears keep ringing, and i feel nausious!!! well, now we're on winter break!!! bring on the partying!!
k well, having good day, but she comes home and it just all comes down again. i feel like i'm just molping around the house, it sucks. I just don't know what to do anymore. She makes me feel so sad about myself, like i can't do anything, or i'm not worth anything. And i hate feeling like that, but it's hard when she comes home every day, and it seems as though she searches for something to yell at me about.... today it was about cooking, and not listening, and walking by the thingy everyday and not putting it up right because it fell over today, about not cleaning, which i did, and about tons of other shit. *sigh. i just wish this pain would go away. But she did ask how my wrist was doing, i go"it's doing okay, but do you..." was gonna see if she wanted to see it, but she started bitching about shit. And i hate, hate, HATE, hearing the shit she complains about dad. grrr. that's makes me more mad than anything. and he does it back, but not behind her back, or as much. I mean come on, it's rediculous. okay i'm stopping now
well, forget about the depressedness, here's some pics of our vacation!!!
