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Today was pretty good. I did really well on my global essay. i got imperialism. me and kim watched the video tape of the dance team recital and a few competitions. we didn't look as bad as I thought. I GOT A 21 OUT OF 23 ON MY EARTH SCIENCE LAB PRACTICAL! yay!! i was really happy, my endless hours of studying are finally paying off!!! i was completely clueless as to what we were doing in spanish...again. damn, i hate that class. i came home, and me and carly went to the mall. that was fun. i got a pink and orange polka dot dress. its like "fifties inspired". its soo cute, but i have no idea where i'm gunna wear it. i also got a printed tank top. its cute. im gunna wear it monday. someone today asked me if i was happy, and i was like huh, but then i realized, im really not happy. i've got great friends, a really supportive family, im doing decently in school, but i feel so empty, like im missing something. and i can just put on a happy face and pretend everthings okay, but inside i hurting, and i don't know what to do. i try to be happy, but theres always something wrong in every situation I'm in...ugh i hate it. i got my english summer reading assingment...I'm so excited to get started! they seem like some really great peices of literature. i know, im a dork! but i love english. so, that was my day, hopefully the weekend will be a little better.