I feel so sick
I hate when things end. Especially when they mean so much to me.
I hate not having him there when my world falls apart.
I hate the fact that I ever let myself like someone so much. And I pretty much hate myself right now.
Everyone says time heals all wounds, but I don't want it to heal, I'm not ready to move on from him, but he's already moved on from me, he's gone away and is never coming back and I just want to throw myself on the floor and kick and scream and cry until he comes back.
I hate reality.
I need some mind altering drugs me thinks.
yeah, don't worry, i'm only joking.
I hate not having him there when my world falls apart.
I hate the fact that I ever let myself like someone so much. And I pretty much hate myself right now.
Everyone says time heals all wounds, but I don't want it to heal, I'm not ready to move on from him, but he's already moved on from me, he's gone away and is never coming back and I just want to throw myself on the floor and kick and scream and cry until he comes back.
I hate reality.
I need some mind altering drugs me thinks.
yeah, don't worry, i'm only joking.