Dec 23, 2003 09:02
Ugh, Christmas ....
I seem to be the only one in this house with the christmas spirit. I forced my brother to get into it though, he helped me decorate the tree, once we were finished I had to buy him a few beers. Damn jerk.
And what's this, mum wants to break tradition!!! She wants us to open our presents on christmas eve. We don't do that goddammit! We wait until christmas morning!
But what's the point, I mean, I already know what I'm getting, seeing as I had to buy it myself!
See, that what's also pissing me off, I had to go buy my own gift from my parents, and in order to do all their christmas shopping I had to budget my own present, so I got what I needed, which I don't mind at all, but ya know, not alot, and it's just annoying coz I put thought into every present I got everyone, and I'm feeling a little left out in the gifts with thought department.
It's also a tradition to go to church on Christmas morning, mum and dad have opted for just sleeping and skipping church, my brother, who is 'spose to be setting an example for his younger sister (yes, although I am 19, i still need good examples) is considering just skipping christmas day altogether.
Where is the love people?!
And what's with not going to church ... I mean, stupid me, here I am in the christmas season thinking about christ, god and church ... (ok, and presents) and my family is thinking about SLEEPING !
gah!
In other news, I'm working at 12 at the cafe.
Yea for me.
I'm also seeing Ian on Wednesday.
That kid has got to be the most confused and lost person I know.
Last week he was sitting there telling me he doesn't trust blondie, that he thinks she's cheating on him again, and that they fight alot and yada yada yada, and told me he still has strong feelings for me and that he "gave up so much for nothing" DUH !
BLAH FRIGGING BLAH !
I still want him back, but goddammit, he can't treat me like this.
I told him saturday that if he wasn't real I would make him up. He thought it was the nicest thing anyone has ever said to him
just wish he would wake up. She's got him wrapped around her little finger. He's not like this. he's changed for her sake and I hate it because i just to yell at him to snap out of it!
jerks