Oct 16, 2003 00:26
Went over to ian's tonight to do my essays.
Liz rocked up. so i stayed upstairs. Then my cousin Mikey called and said he wanted to talk to me, so i went outside, waved, got into mikey's car, drove around the corner had a couple of smokes and talked.
Then went back to ian's after 15mins, he was pissed, said liz left crying coz of me, coz she thought i left coz of her, as if.
Then he and I had this whole conversation and told him saturday night will be the last time i see him. Then we both got very pissed at each other and I packed up and was about to walk out then he grabed me, said he didn't want to confuse me anymore and kissed me. and i pushed him away. and he kissed me again, and then i said "What about Liz?" and he opened his door and said I should go home. and i was all like "whhhhaaaat?"
and he couldn't look at me, so I slapped him really hard across his face.
then got in the car, drove off and light up around the corner, called Mikey, went to his place talked for a bit, cry a lot, then came home.
I'm confused.
He's fucking me around.
He can't do that anymore. I deserve better.