punching jerks...
I went over to ian's yesterday, he wanted to talk so blah blah blah.
says he needs space, wants to be just friends for now. blah blah blah. i reckon it's another girl.
he says it's not. says it's not me either. but i just need something to blame it on, and he's giving me nothing.
I ended up punching and kicking him alot. was good, got alot of my anger out. kicked him in the nuts a couple of times.
saw him today in macqurie. was with him for about ten mins, ended up having to just leave, hurt to much. prick. i hate the fact that it hurts so much, hate that i let him see me cry.
hate the fact that noone besides him can make it better. and he won't make it better.
prick.
he asked me to go see Bad Boys II tonight. think i might. wanna see it.
we were gonna go tomorrow night, but he rang up and cancelled. then we were gonna see it today at 1:30. and he rang up and cancelled.
i have a feeling he's gonna cancel again.
my back and tummy really hurt.
mum and i went for faciels today. lots of fun, very very relaxing.
thats all i got to say.
says he needs space, wants to be just friends for now. blah blah blah. i reckon it's another girl.
he says it's not. says it's not me either. but i just need something to blame it on, and he's giving me nothing.
I ended up punching and kicking him alot. was good, got alot of my anger out. kicked him in the nuts a couple of times.
saw him today in macqurie. was with him for about ten mins, ended up having to just leave, hurt to much. prick. i hate the fact that it hurts so much, hate that i let him see me cry.
hate the fact that noone besides him can make it better. and he won't make it better.
prick.
he asked me to go see Bad Boys II tonight. think i might. wanna see it.
we were gonna go tomorrow night, but he rang up and cancelled. then we were gonna see it today at 1:30. and he rang up and cancelled.
i have a feeling he's gonna cancel again.
my back and tummy really hurt.
mum and i went for faciels today. lots of fun, very very relaxing.
thats all i got to say.