dammit pay attention to me !
warning: following entry may contain bitchness against boyfriend.
so i saw ian 3 times this week.
all on his own terms ofcause.
he needed a lift to twi-kon-do (no idea on spelling) anyhoo, he always gets a lift with me on monday and wednesday because my brother also does it and i have a car, hence am running my own taxi service ... where i don't get paid at all... thats not right...
anyhoo, so this weekend i asked him nicely if he would come to the northern with atleast me, meghan and my brother. sure he says.
ok, cool, i'm happy.
so last night i get online late and he starts giving me shit "can't talk for long, i have to go to bed, thought you'd be on earlier, i have to work at 5am, i have too much uni work" blah blah blah. so in the end he tells me that i have to come over after he finishes work tomorrow coz he wants to talk to me. so i'm all freaked, and he just says goodnight and leaves me, even after i tell him how i feel.
so fine, i'm ok after that, i get over it (after bitching to carl heheheh)
this morning at 8am he sends me and sms saying "i finish at 11 today, but can't go out tonight. nath's making me work"
so i ring him when i finally get out of bed (10am)
tells me to come over after 11, didn't show any consideration for what i might be doing.
didn't even ask if i was going to be busy, same with last night.
i think i pretty much got it figured out whats gonna happen when i get to his,... it'll be:
*hug* i'm tired, i work too much, i have too much uni work, my friends at uni are annoying me coz the girls all want me, blah blah blah, then we'll be on the bed, he'll try to muck around and i'll kick him in the nuts !
gah!
or....
as soon as i walk in the door: "Yeah, hey, this isn't working, you're too demanding and are never there for me"
anyway, the 11th hour is approaching, so i guess i shouldn't keep jerko waiting.
damn jerk.
oh, and this whole "tell him how you feel" deal doesn't work.
i figure you have to let the anger brew and have some major tention between you until he asks whats wrong, and thenyou tell him how you feel.
only way it works.
so i saw ian 3 times this week.
all on his own terms ofcause.
he needed a lift to twi-kon-do (no idea on spelling) anyhoo, he always gets a lift with me on monday and wednesday because my brother also does it and i have a car, hence am running my own taxi service ... where i don't get paid at all... thats not right...
anyhoo, so this weekend i asked him nicely if he would come to the northern with atleast me, meghan and my brother. sure he says.
ok, cool, i'm happy.
so last night i get online late and he starts giving me shit "can't talk for long, i have to go to bed, thought you'd be on earlier, i have to work at 5am, i have too much uni work" blah blah blah. so in the end he tells me that i have to come over after he finishes work tomorrow coz he wants to talk to me. so i'm all freaked, and he just says goodnight and leaves me, even after i tell him how i feel.
so fine, i'm ok after that, i get over it (after bitching to carl heheheh)
this morning at 8am he sends me and sms saying "i finish at 11 today, but can't go out tonight. nath's making me work"
so i ring him when i finally get out of bed (10am)
tells me to come over after 11, didn't show any consideration for what i might be doing.
didn't even ask if i was going to be busy, same with last night.
i think i pretty much got it figured out whats gonna happen when i get to his,... it'll be:
*hug* i'm tired, i work too much, i have too much uni work, my friends at uni are annoying me coz the girls all want me, blah blah blah, then we'll be on the bed, he'll try to muck around and i'll kick him in the nuts !
gah!
or....
as soon as i walk in the door: "Yeah, hey, this isn't working, you're too demanding and are never there for me"
anyway, the 11th hour is approaching, so i guess i shouldn't keep jerko waiting.
damn jerk.
oh, and this whole "tell him how you feel" deal doesn't work.
i figure you have to let the anger brew and have some major tention between you until he asks whats wrong, and thenyou tell him how you feel.
only way it works.