Haven't posted a "I'm sick of you running my life" rant in a while....
Ok, for the past three or so friday night have made plans with ian to go out together, just the two of us, and have dinner, or go see a movie or play pool, but the last two times it's changed due to my cousin michael, my friend nick and my brother nick. See, we have our little group thing happening, we're all friends and it's all ok and cool (ian included) and for the past month and a bit EVERY FUCKING WEEKEND nick and michael bring their bedding shit and stay at my place, it started off them staying in my brother's room, then after my birthday party when mike, nick, anna and ian stayed in my room, they saw it fitting to also spend remaining weekends relaxing and trashing my room ... oh, it's all good and fine i hear you say, it's only ana, she doesn't want to upset you if you're enjoying yourself while meanwhile her study, social and mental life is suffering, no no, they have no respect for me what so ever. they come out right away and tell me how much my room sucks, how much everything i own is pathetic and stupid, how crapping my new car is, yes, the car they all get a lift in is a piece of shit, and they never tire of letting me feel so small about it, after all, i'm just a girl, i'm just ana. i mean, i'm not a drop dead model-material air head e-taking regergitating bimbo like the whores they date, no no, i'm a little short, ugly, fat, no-not chick- coz as i found out tonight, i'm not a chick, coz chicks are ttractive, hence they are given the right to drive what ever car they feel, no matter how small and stupid it looks, sounds or runs, but a "guuuuuurl"
Yes, thank you boys, thank you all so very fucking much! they have YET A-FUCKING-GAIN tramplled on ANY self confidence that i might've shown.
Ok, so my point, i told them all, nick nick and mikey, that this friday night i'm going out with MY boyfriend, BY OURSELVES, WITHOUT them, and wednesday they were ok with it, today they rocked up at about 4 o clock, so just after i finished babysitting, so i didn't get a chance to read my art history notes YET AGAIN, and TOLD me that instead of going out to dinner that we're going to see american pie three. the 5 of us. we were 'spose to see it tomorrow night, but THEIR girlfriends couldn't make it, nor could they make it tonight, but they decided that we'll get more done this weekend if we start tonight.
I said no.
Ian felt kinda bad about saying no to them, so i told them we'd go see the later session and 9:30. so i had about 2 hrs with ian by the time we left.
9 o clock i rang told them to be ready coz i was about to pick them up.
Ya know what i was told by one of the three little cock suckers?!
"Oh, we've decided to go see bec (nick's girl) so come home and we'll go."
no.
I ended up going to ian's.
got a call at 10:45 from mother dearest.
"where are you, come home, why didnt you pick up the guys to see the movie."
"I'm at ian's. NO, i won't be home for a while... the reason i didn't pick up the guys was because they changed the plans and i really didn't fancy driving to hornsby just so nick could try his hardest to get into bec's panties. I'm not a fucking babysitter or taxi for that lot. You want to pay me $12 an hour to look after them, then i will."
So i got home, they're up stairs watching tv, i was very happy, seeing as i finally had a chance to spend time with ian, so i asked them how their drive was to bec's.
they went into a full story on how they got lost, how some cop saw mikey do an illigal U turn and probably got his number plate, and how bec found it amusing that they got lost, and they all ganged up on her and it serves her right because they're men and she should bow down to them and respect them no matter how fucking stupid they are. Who the hell gets lost in hornsby?!
So they went off on their little rant about how much of a bitch she is coz she repeated in a high pitched voice "A cop got my number plate"
so once they shut the fuck up, coz if i speak while they're speaking, all hell will break loose, i told them that sweet innocent bec is only 15, that she was at a friend's house, and that they were all girls there and were probably in fits of laughter at the fact that three guys were coming up and that maybe they should all shut the fuck up and grow up and stop living in the 19 fucking 30's.
Fucking cock heads.
Anyhoo, some explainations of some things....
Yes, i have a new car, i brought it on wednesday, it's a hyonda excel, can't even spell it, but it's cute, two door, it's a little shit box compared to the ute, but hey, atleast i can give more than one person i lift.
what else ... umm, yeah, everyone's pissing me off, am thinking about running away and joining the circus.
Yes, thank you boys, thank you all so very fucking much! they have YET A-FUCKING-GAIN tramplled on ANY self confidence that i might've shown.
Ok, so my point, i told them all, nick nick and mikey, that this friday night i'm going out with MY boyfriend, BY OURSELVES, WITHOUT them, and wednesday they were ok with it, today they rocked up at about 4 o clock, so just after i finished babysitting, so i didn't get a chance to read my art history notes YET AGAIN, and TOLD me that instead of going out to dinner that we're going to see american pie three. the 5 of us. we were 'spose to see it tomorrow night, but THEIR girlfriends couldn't make it, nor could they make it tonight, but they decided that we'll get more done this weekend if we start tonight.
I said no.
Ian felt kinda bad about saying no to them, so i told them we'd go see the later session and 9:30. so i had about 2 hrs with ian by the time we left.
9 o clock i rang told them to be ready coz i was about to pick them up.
Ya know what i was told by one of the three little cock suckers?!
"Oh, we've decided to go see bec (nick's girl) so come home and we'll go."
no.
I ended up going to ian's.
got a call at 10:45 from mother dearest.
"where are you, come home, why didnt you pick up the guys to see the movie."
"I'm at ian's. NO, i won't be home for a while... the reason i didn't pick up the guys was because they changed the plans and i really didn't fancy driving to hornsby just so nick could try his hardest to get into bec's panties. I'm not a fucking babysitter or taxi for that lot. You want to pay me $12 an hour to look after them, then i will."
So i got home, they're up stairs watching tv, i was very happy, seeing as i finally had a chance to spend time with ian, so i asked them how their drive was to bec's.
they went into a full story on how they got lost, how some cop saw mikey do an illigal U turn and probably got his number plate, and how bec found it amusing that they got lost, and they all ganged up on her and it serves her right because they're men and she should bow down to them and respect them no matter how fucking stupid they are. Who the hell gets lost in hornsby?!
So they went off on their little rant about how much of a bitch she is coz she repeated in a high pitched voice "A cop got my number plate"
so once they shut the fuck up, coz if i speak while they're speaking, all hell will break loose, i told them that sweet innocent bec is only 15, that she was at a friend's house, and that they were all girls there and were probably in fits of laughter at the fact that three guys were coming up and that maybe they should all shut the fuck up and grow up and stop living in the 19 fucking 30's.
Fucking cock heads.
Anyhoo, some explainations of some things....
Yes, i have a new car, i brought it on wednesday, it's a hyonda excel, can't even spell it, but it's cute, two door, it's a little shit box compared to the ute, but hey, atleast i can give more than one person i lift.
what else ... umm, yeah, everyone's pissing me off, am thinking about running away and joining the circus.