Jun 02, 2006 22:41
I have that film in front of my eyes again.
I can't see.
I'm really, really lightheaded and its kind of hard for me to walk without stumbling.
I think I am going to go to the doctors tommorow.
I am in a terrible mood.
Like, one of those "I'm defeated but I still want to try" sadnesses.
The kind that you can't shake.
The kind where you take off in the rain with a portable phone in your hand for an hour and coming back completely soaked, unable to differenciate your tears, your sweat and the rain.
The kind where you know that there is nothing you can do to fix anything.
But I also know that I have friends who love me.
Exhibit A:
Work It Baby 333: that makes me sad
Work It Baby 333: let's get drunk
PS...I'm pretty sure I completely ruined my portable phone.
:)
EDIT::
Work It Baby 333: yes well
Work It Baby 333: suck it up like a penis