Jan 25, 2007 18:44
My grampy died. He was awesome. He'd always pick me up from school. Tell me storied. Ask me how my day was. I miss him.
His funeral was today. It was really nice. He was creamated. So they had a nice granite box with his ashes in it. Also three sets of flowers. Husband. Dad. and Grampy. And it really said Grampy <33. My Grammy got a flag too. Since Grampy served in WWII. It was really hard to deal with. It sucks having people you don't know say sorry.
I'm really not taking this as well as I wish I could be. I'm so. Like. I want to be alone. I'm meaner. And I really don't give a shit any more. My sleepingness has been fucked up.
Oh. I don't know. I'm a a weird place in my life i guess. I just wish I could talk about it. But I can't. I don't know how to put my feelings into words. I can't relate to people anymore. And I just want my Grampy back.
I WISH PEOPLE UNDERSTOOD.