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I havn't updated since the night nate died.. The day after it happened school was unbearable.. I remained strong throughout the whole day and then lost it the moment I sat in my car on my way home. Just thinking about it now makes me sad. His funeral was the saddest thing I've ever encountered.. I dont want to write about it again but if you want to know how it was look in my myspace.com nate babcock group.. Since then I've been doing the boring school, soccer, work on weekend routine with a few nights of fun here and there. Im kind of sick of this routine thing... soccers over soon and Im sad cause our team has grown so close and I love every girl in it.. Made some new friends and got closer with old ones. We've done somewhat well.. definatly not as well as we could had. We had the potential to be number one.. heck we almost beat number 1... but "it" just wasnt there. Too bad... it smy last year of soccer, Im just happy there are no more preseasons those suck!
Im doing the whole college applying thing right now, Im applying to UNH(Durham) SNHU, PSU, and in Vermont Im applying to Champlain and Johnson State. Im so excited for college but when gradutation comes Im gonna be so sad. I dont want to leave this security blanket of people I've been with since 2nd grade :(...
On a better note.. Im having a girls night here with the regular girls and the addition of my lover Jocelyn! Its gonna be a blast..
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Im doing the whole college applying thing right now, Im applying to UNH(Durham) SNHU, PSU, and in Vermont Im applying to Champlain and Johnson State. Im so excited for college but when gradutation comes Im gonna be so sad. I dont want to leave this security blanket of people I've been with since 2nd grade :(...
On a better note.. Im having a girls night here with the regular girls and the addition of my lover Jocelyn! Its gonna be a blast..
Comment if you read this!