There is a wound that's always bleeding.

[dance_w_me]

So Amsterdam was a good time. I spent a lot of time in old pubs and on trains.
I noticed that the hot guys there travel in packs. Like wild dogs. And just as intimidating.
They probably do here as well, I just don't notice. Fuckin guys.
Flew home yesterday, which made New Year's Eve extra long, what with the traveling back in time and everything.
I was so extremely excited to see my crazy deaf cat, you have no idea.
Last night's celebration was interesting. Tracy and Brady per usual paid for my being. I love you guys.
Once again failed on the midnight kiss, but beginning to think it's overrated anyway.
I enjoyed the after party probably more than the main party, because it was just close friends.
Though it was definitely entertaining being at a party like that...

My main goal after graduation next spring is to live in Europe, for whatever period of time.
I think I need something like that. Cuz right now I feel stuck. In many areas.
Would be beneficial for me to experience something totally new, and I've wanted to live there ever since I was a little un.
Here's to obtaining a working visa and not getting attached to yet another relationship that doesn't work out before then.

I have done absolutely nothing productive today, and I love it. I needed a vacation from my vacation.
Christmas was depressing as always, and will probably end up being the last family Christmas we'll have.
I'm not looking forward to the various fights that will ensue over which coast I'll be flying to for the holidays every year onward.
My dad sent me a text message while I was in Amsterdam: "God, I wish we were a family again."
Really? I mean really?
Thanks Dad.

I apologize for the cynical undertones of this post, if you sensed any.

Oh p.s.
Plans for Thursday include Old Spaghetti Factory at like 8ish? Maybe? and then I'd like to go to Bar Abilene in uptown, if that's right, afterward.
I expect everyone and there mom there, so fuckin work it out.

Loves.