Rest in peace, my dear.

[dance_till_dawn]

I went to the funeral home this afternoon to support Trevor's family. Dad and Kim came along, since they were friends of his father. I was able to keep it together pretty well, up until I walked over to the casket. I just wanted to reach in and give him a hug. It was really hard to stand there and remember the memories of a boy that I used to talk to every day in government class. A boy who would cheer for me on the sidelines of our track meets. A boy that I had a crush on for a year, but never had the guts to admit it.

Now he's gone, at the age of 21.
I'm absolutely crushed.