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[dance_the_tide]

its the second day of classes and im done
im reading angels and demons because i finished memoirs of a geisha
its my moms 50th birthday
and im pretty sure im lonely.
i miss amanda
and how things used to be
and for some reason
im bothered now
it hasnt stopped raining for hours
and i havent talked to my mom yet.
maybe nostalgic is a better word for it
or maybe regret