ahem
let's just say this:
thank the lord for good friends.
honestly, if i didn't have mine.. i'd probably go insane. it's because we play football after school, (even though we all blow at it) and because we can do a thousand things, or nothing and it's still a great time.. god, i love my friends. i'm thrilled that ryan introduced tommy and i because we're becoming really close friends, and i love it. him and i really are in sync on a lot of things, and just think the same on a lot of things. plus, he's hilarious and an all around easy-going guy. i hope that he finds a girl just as great as him to make him feel wonderful. god, with ryan gone, tommy has just kind of made me feel a lot better. he's certainly made things easier for me. and for that, thomas, very thankful.
so i checked up on my msu application online today and they said that a "decision has been made on 10/05/05" and that an "official letter has been mailed" to my house. whattttttt... argh the suspense! i was hoping that it would come today, but it didn't.. so if it was mailed on the 5th, i'm thinking that it'll come tomorrow. if not, i'll go crazy. i need to know. and yes, i 'm nervous. people tell me that i have nothing to worry about, but still, it's nerve wracking! who knows, you never know with this kind of thing. my mom gets me super super nervous because she's all, "what if we forgot something!?" and "what if something accidentally got deleted on the computer application?" PLEASE MOTHER. do not tell me shit like this, i'm nervous as it is! if i at least get state, then to be honest, i don't really give two shits where else i get in. i mean, my first choice being illinois, and i know i'm not going there... 34,000 a year... god my family could never afford that.. and then.. indiana... if i could, i definatly would. and honestly, i don't know really anything about the college except that bloomington is gorgeous but in the middle nowhere. it's closer to ryan, yes, but the biggest perk of it all is, IT'S NOT IN MICHIGAN. but, if i must go to an in-state school, i'd much rather be a spartan. plus, that'd make my father a happy camper.
okay, exausted. i'm outta here.
<3 elle