Aug 22, 2010 20:37
It's been some time since my last post. Summer brake has gone and changes have accused of course. The new semester starts tomorrow and though kinda crushed, also kind of excited as well. I'm hoping for an awesome school year, good teachers and good grades like always. I'm in love again and trying to hold back my smile every time I think about him. I've missed him the last few days since he has been at the river but hopes I'll see him soon. Its always hard for me to give in to love I recently spent time with my x and it was very strange it was like time had not past. Holding hands stealing kisses here and there, horse play and acting like we were together. It was kinda weird and by the end of the date I could only think of one man. It's been nice to freely date again. But I have a feeling its not going to last much longer since we have exchanged " I love you's " with each other and I can't seem to see myself with anyone else but him. I'm happy things are good right now and thankful with everyday that Jacub klein went away :)