Oh let the sun beat down upon my face
I truly love spring, as I was driving around running errands with the window’s rolled down, I couldn’t help to feel librated, happy and content with life. I’m doing well in school, home life is good, working hard and hoping to have some extra cash soon to buy all the things on my list. I have a very cute boy that keeps life interesting and for the first time I feel like all the pointless stress has finely lifted off my shoulders!
For years I have lost myself in the mess of relationships, the down falls and struggles that life through at me and the unwanted tangled web that Jacob Klein crated in my life but now for the first time I have found myself again and actually feel like me.
I actually finely bit my lip and visited orange county friends because my friend is going away to the navy and I wanted to see him before he left. I knew Jake would be there with his new girlfriend and this would be the first time I would see them since they made it “official” but I did not let that hold me back. When I got there I was greeted by a BIG surprise, I felt nothing…nothing at all. I didn’t know how I would feel seeing the two of them especially be intimate with each other, I thought my heart would at least skip a beat but it was as so we never dated, I did not expect it. The next day I was walking on air with a big smile on my face and an extra bounce in my step. I couldn’t describe the feeling if I tried but all I know is I am free.
Free.
For years I have lost myself in the mess of relationships, the down falls and struggles that life through at me and the unwanted tangled web that Jacob Klein crated in my life but now for the first time I have found myself again and actually feel like me.
I actually finely bit my lip and visited orange county friends because my friend is going away to the navy and I wanted to see him before he left. I knew Jake would be there with his new girlfriend and this would be the first time I would see them since they made it “official” but I did not let that hold me back. When I got there I was greeted by a BIG surprise, I felt nothing…nothing at all. I didn’t know how I would feel seeing the two of them especially be intimate with each other, I thought my heart would at least skip a beat but it was as so we never dated, I did not expect it. The next day I was walking on air with a big smile on my face and an extra bounce in my step. I couldn’t describe the feeling if I tried but all I know is I am free.
Free.