i always knew i would die young.

[dance_radio]

ok so i figured this would get easy but it's only getting harder to bare with.
i've been trying to tell my self im going to be fine...
but everytime i think about the worst that can happen, i just brake out crying.
i know that so many people would rather see me dead then alive and im sure there dancing
right now.
would you kill me if i asked you too (if i find out i have cancer)?
i'm try to make jokes of it, but really im scared to death, i really am.
i need a pack of smoke and to be drunk right now.
i wish he cared...i need him right now.
i need somone.
all i know what to do is cry.