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Wow... It was deep. It was a deep deep sleep on one fascinating antidepressant that caused me lack of energy, being cut off from my emotions and depression. I have to write back to so many people, call back so many people, I need to substitute all the time I was asleep with the awakening of the energy that I have a lot now. Energy to create, to produce, it's a new vital life force.
I found alternative pharmacy with somebody who is very knowledgeble about advising what to purchase. I just need a stronger dosage, but even without it I feel like I can do a lot.
I need to fix a few things in my life. A few.
Sometimes it's interesting too see how some people react to my behaviour. It brings out good and bad in them. And I can see it easily. It's easy to see their strengths, weeknesses, everything.