Dec 08, 2004 15:07
You mean a lot to me. I don't know how many times I can tell you this. But I truly thing we met for a reason. There's definately something between us. I can feel it, it's there. Even if it's just friendship I can sense something pulling us together, when most people would have given up on you. But im not like that. Im here to help you out. I'm here to give you a chance to get better. Im here to be your guardian of all the bullshit that goes on in this fucking world. I'm here for you to have a shoulder to cry. But most of all, im here to be your friend Amy. I don't know how many people I've lost to depression. I don't want to lose another one. You are an amazing person past the flaws and all that. You truly are. Please just give me a chance to come into your life and help you change. You really are a unique person and I think you have something there that no other girl has. Or at least I haven't found it yet. But im pretty sure it's the first. I don't even think you'll read all of this but I hope you do. You do mean a lot to me. Give me a chance to mold you into a better person. I'm not going to give up on you. I'm going to be here for you until I die Amy. I don't give up on people I care about. And I'm definately not going to give up on you. If I didn't care about you, I wouldn't write this fricken book to you. I feel like im repeating myself and I probably am but I just want you to realize that I do care about you. And I want your trust. I want you to wake up in the morning and be glad that I'm your FRIEND. I want to wake up in the morning and know that you're going to be there to talk to. And hang out with. I want to be there for you. I want to be your bestest friend. You hold a special place inside me Amy. And I really don't know what I would do if I lost you dude. I want to be good friends, best friends. It's amazing how long it feels like we've been talking. And I want to make it feel even longer. I want to make a friendship that will grow old with me. I want to be a friend til the end with you. Friends are family to me Amy. I don't let family members down. I don't give up on family members. You have my trust and you mean a lot to me. I think I said everything I needed to say just remember I'm here for you when you need me. Im a phone call away, a double click away. I'll always be here for you.
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stay safe and stay sweet
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Just remember you mean the world to me. And that will never change no matter what you do. I wish I could have told you this in person but I probably wouldn't have been able to gather my thoughts as good as I could when I'm typing them.
Love,
Mike